Samstag, 23. Mai 2015


It's totally ok, if you do mistakes during testprep. Maybe it's better than having everything right, I guess. Mostly the problems in books are a way more difficult than the real test. Therefore you can have much more focus to the specific mistake and you know it better for the next time. When you get something wrong you'll learn more, than when it's right.

Sonntag, 10. Mai 2015


Inside of me it is a cloudy. I am scared of failing. On the one hand I think that there is nothing I can’t do, on the other hand there are so many applicants competitors and perhaps they also want it so much like I do.

Just do it.

Actions speak louder than words.


Study while others are sleeping, work while others are loafing, prepare while others are playing, and dream while others are wishing.” 

(William Arthur Ward)

Over and over again - capable of learning everything

If there are things that sucks and I have the feeling that I can’t do it, I always tell myself that there is NOTHING I can’t do. NOTHING. It may take me a couple of days or weeks, but our brain is capable for EVERYTHING that you want to learn. Perhaps you have to do it over and over again, just trying to give your best and you’ll be doing fine.

Sonntag, 19. April 2015


It’s so weird. I literally can start to cry, when I think about not getting into medschool. Two months left….two months to study and to practise. This will be the only and the last time that I do that college admission test. I am not going not retake it. It costs too much time, money and afford.

Donnerstag, 9. April 2015

Folllow my journal

In this blog I am going to write about my dream to get applied to med school. In some months there will be the medical college admission test. No I am not American and I don’t want to study in the US, so please pardon me, if you find my grammar or expression bad. I try my best. I write in English just to improve my english skills and to be more anonymous. This site is also a diary for me so I do not care what others think about it.